被爱是幸福，爱人是痛苦。

这是一种恶劣循环...

I thought I could be distracted by keeping myself busy. But its only temporal it seems. God, help me. I never really wanted help in this way. But I could do with some enlightenment really.

My link is not on my msn anymore. I suppose I get lesser viewership but it's good in a way:) I'm getting a little too emotional for everyones good. And before people start questioning me about stuff. Like i said, I'm a real bad liar.

Counting down to my birthday already... Kinda dreading it, like always.

With this post. I shall end the longest day of the sem.(for now)