damn, i was unable to sleep in. woke up realizing that I didnt check my GPA. i just assumed it to be 3.5 since it was straight Bs. So I switched on my laptop in a blur, and went to my degree audit. and true enough it was 3.5. No surprises, no matter how much i wished for one.

people lament about getting Bs that pull their As down.... i'm stuck with all Bs. No one's pulling each other down only me myself and I. Its time i stop lamenting as well, but it won't stop till i stop hearing complaints about people getting B+ and A-.

Life sucks. when things go wrong, they go wrong together. when you feel bad about something, something else will come up to remind you that you have more things to feel bad about. it all snowballs into one gigantic ball of suck.

and my dear friends, really happy for you :) you know who you are.

constant denial is bad for health. perpetual confusion isn't helpful too.

I need a guru. and when i once thought i was one myself.

life sucks, max, when you're living mine.