When everyone around you are so awesome , you can't help but feel like a piece of thrash yourself. I know I should have positive perception of myself. But there's no reason for me to do that. I try to find one thing, but there's none at all. It's like what I posted during year 1 sem 2's exam period. When my parents leave me, I don't see any reason why I should stay in this place anymore. Nothing is keeping me here.