I'm no longer feeling blur at school, or going to class and only realize at the start that there's tutorial to be done. Very good start. And I think it's really productive to stay in the reading room without leaving for class. There still occasional procrastination here and there but definitely much lesser.:)

16 oct. I really can't wait!!! It is seriously the most awesome birthday gift I could get. Ok maybe apart from true love. And Miracles do happen!:) I think I will melt and evaporate.. So if I'm MIA after the 16th it's either I evaporated or I eloped with junsu . Hahaha. Wow been a long time since I mentioned his name. :D

It's getting easier and harder inside. I realize I'm always avoiding. My heart was black... Now it's grey... But I rather it turns back to black. Saves me the trouble. Well, I'm doing good. Jiayou! This is what I'm good at. Self psychoing:)