Life is like a bed of roses. Seemingly beautiful and charming, intoxicating mystique. But it pricks you real hard when you try to hold on to it too lightly. Not telling people to take things too lightly. Just a reminder here that we should learn to let go when it hurts too much . We don't have to drop that rose, just don't grasp it too tightly in your hands. You're the one who's gonna bleed. Reminder to all, and a reminder to self. I take every decision I make too highly. Even when deciding whether to shit or not. I have a pros and cons list in my head every time I take a step. My aim in life is to do things that will bring out the best of a situation . Better use of time, or better use of resources/manpower and benefiting everyone. Perhaps people don't have the patience, and I don't blame them. But bare in mind that when you hurl Such words on me, it stays with me. Albeit already familiar with your manner of speech, it still cuts me every time. And it hurts more cause I was planning for your convenience. If selflessness is a crime, then forgive me for being selfish next time.

I'm in the vicinity of woodlands already. And my shoe bag stinks. Sorry fellow commuters. Especially the one beside me. I sincerely don't want it to stink that much. Heh

I wonder if I'm about the right thing. Because I foresee the same thing happening again. People (including myself) judge a person based on what they do. Irregardless of what the rationale is. But I really do hope that as friends, you guys will understand... I'll try to do what I can, but meanwhile, dont judge me. It's not gonna make things any easier.

Third week missing church. What a bad girl I am. :( this Sunday I will!! Anyone wanna go with me?:)