Though Dreams being dreams, theres more to it then just sitting around and filling up empty thought-bubbles everyday. We need to work towards them, and if we fail. We know we tried to at least get close to it. I tried to get closer to one of my dreams, that is to have my own concert in some stadium with amazing acoustics. We need more than just the daily shower-head moments. With everything else crowding into my schedule, theres definitely no time for classes or the ambitious goal of picking up the guitar. (Yes I can pick the guitar up, but sadly, I can't pick up the skill) Nonetheless, it will remain part of me and reminding me that I have a passion within me.
Theres many things I want to do in life. To sing, to write, to open a bistro/book cafe, but before that, i probably have to slog half my life out before I get enough capital and income to sustain my life, my cute little puppies and my parents. (Ok, puppies can come later ^_^) Seems nicely planned out, and I have a clear vision of my future that clearly do not involve sitting in a lab or dealing with any mechanics. The furthest deviation I see myself going would probably be sitting in a bank pushing buttons on a calculator and doing spreadsheets. Since I've mostly likely decided on placing focus on building my bank account, working in a bank seems like a good idea for someone with no commitments :) KACHING!
I know its a vicious cycle, and I can see where it is going again. But will i have the balls to break it? Not when my intuition tells me things arent going my way...
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