i can feel my heart pumping real fast.
i wonder how fast it can go, and will it stop when it gets too tired pumping.
ok, that was just one of the many random thoughts i usually have.

theres only one lesson today. but theres plenty to do. it seems like my course is real slack. but the time that we don't have lessons are barely enough to cover our readings. its basically like a self studying course. We have few classes. but really long ones. So I can say oh i have 2/3 classes today. but one class takes up to at least 2 and a half hours? so it isn't that slack to say. okay, i feel like some naggy ol' grandmama. and i shall put all blame for my incoherence on the lack of sleep. hurrhurr.

i have the urge to tutor a primary school kid. WE concert was quite amazing. triggered much memories, from the near past, and times that were long long ago. Really miss the times in choir. Miss the moments in our childhood where we are lost and yearning for recognition. The children were so adorable please. it may not sound awesome technically, but theres this magic in their voices that warms you from inside, it warms your eyes and make them a little moist, and you cant help but smile at them, smile for them, and because of them. I had the urge to send my kid to join in. (not like i have one, this is a f-a-n-t-a-s-y) its amazing how their voices ignited the passion within me. Kids and music do wonders. I loved the second part especially.. the contemp part. The first part was good too. it made me miss choir, i guess its all in us. Junxian said the same thing when i met him on my way back. WE was awesome, i guess theres a certain standard to adult choirs. Bohemian Rhapsody was awesome. and the whole thing was staged like a musical and the vibrance totally captivated us. and Faith , you found your style! you were so damn cute please, the mo. you came out, we couldnt stop saying "so cute!". Had an awesome time with the girls as well :D looking forward to post xmas partayy...

30 more mins to end of class...

i shall give my foggy brain and my fingers a break :D