Too many things going on at the same time, so i've chose to ignore all of them and only focus only on my assignments right now. Cutting networking sites but retaining the blog because I do need this avenue to dump my thoughts. and i need some place personal/private.. not many are reading these now, cause i removed it from my msn nick. so for those who are still reading this, it should show a certain level of friendship u have with me. yes, from my tweets, im sure most of you will know i'm going through something right now. I'm feeling better, and thanks to my awesome acting skills, i'm assure you guys wun see the mopy me yesterday night. i already hid myself pretty well and emo-ed subtly, i don't know how alvin still managed to see it. ( i think you did after you asked me that qn yest? ) but anyway, i hope this episode will allow me to work harder since it will be the only safe distraction, and i hope that by working, i will not have much more energy left to think about any other matters. I already feel drained, so a little bit more, and i'd have dried up my emotions.

what a post. i feel the dark clouds and thunder hovering above the blog already.

and i somehow secretly don't mind being smashed later, some external smashing probably will take the internal one away.

jiayou all. jiayou myself.